Saturday, August 13, 2011
Bed Rest Blues
While things have been going pretty well at our house, I'm on the verge of a pity party. I've done well not to throw any others over the past 10 weeks but today I feel so out of sorts. I'd like to attribute this to hormones amongst a variety of other things, but that won't do me any good. Overall, I guess you could say that I'm just tired of doing the same things every day.... reading, computer, sudoku, and only playing with the kids from the confines of the couch. I mean, I've been laying here for approximately 73 days people!! It's getting harder to watch the kids and Jesse leave the house without feeling a little jealous or wanting to cry... Agh! I wish I wasn't feeling selfish today. You can pray that God will give me a change of heart so that for the remaining 5 weeks and 4 days, I might look at things from His perspective (again) and take my baby growing job as seriously as I should. Thanks blogger for letting me vent :)
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Oh, sweet friend. I cannot even imagine how difficult it must be. You're doing so incredibly well! Hang in there, and give yourself a little grace. I mean, seriously, most people will never in their lives have to experience the type of confinement you're enduring. I'm impressed. And most importantly, I'm praying for God to give you a HUGE dose of contentment in Him and His plan...
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